Rough Night

It's been a rough couple of days, not so much stuff happening as my mind is out of control. I'm worrying obsessively and I can't seem to get it under control. worrying about money, worrying about any little change in Boyce drives me insane and panicky. I can't seem to calm my mind down much to be able to get to sleep, but once I get to sleep I can sleep pretty well. I'm going through periods of sleep deprivation again. And that really messes with my attitude and my ability to stay in my calm zone. I'm hoping I can go to sleep in a few minutes and be able to take a mini-vacation away from my worries and enjoy Dreamland.