Surprise!  Here I am!  Long time no see.  nobody's fault, but my own.  Sometimes I can't formulate thoughts into complete sentences.  Sometimes I have too many words to be able to write down.  Too many emotions that don't even have words. I'm going to try to do better as I think it will help my isolation.  Maybe I can give this blogging thing another try.  I know it helps me. So even if no one else reads it, it will be a benefit.